"My Soulmate"

Every one believe in different things, about love I can't say I believe the same as others.
Have you ever beeen in love? Do you remember how it felt? Cause I know exactly how it feels when you have your heart broken.
This is a story, about two tennegers, who fall in love deeply, and that got apart because of time.
This is my love story.

I was 15, going to a new  highschool, it was a new episode for me and my life, and I didn't knew why, but the only thought I got was "This year will be really amazing".
The first day on school, do you remember it? really scared, and nervous, new friends, new people, you came to a place you had never been.
 It was a sunny day, really warm.
I drees with my best blouse, and I wear my best hand bag. I look at the mirror and I promise my self that it would be an amazing year, just because I felt it, because I didn't knew it.
The last year was very difficult, with hard moments and experiences, so this was a new opportunity for me to realized me as a person, and find myself again.
I remember the first time I saw him, he was wearing a gray sweater, with back jeans, and I remember exactly the words he said when he present his self for the new ones, “My name is Michael, my favorite color is gray, and I love singing”.
And in that moment, exactly I’m that moment, I just thought “This is the man of my life”.
The time passes by, I never look at him, I try not to see him like a possibility for me, cause he was really amazing, and handsome. All girls liked him, and he looked like a God.
All the year I noticed that he used to look at me all the time, he was there, close to me, all the time. And we didn’t knew it.
At the end of the year, I knew that I liked him, and that he thought that I would never look at him, cause I was too beautiful and amazing for him.
We meet each other, and we tried to build a relationship. But what happened when two people felt in love deeply, and they want to be together, but live took us apart?
What happened if I really love him? But I have to pretend that nothing happened, that he never hurt me, and that I am happy and good without him. When the reality is that I cry all day, all night, I just lay think on him, and asking destiny why I can’t be happy with him? And why it could not lasted for years?
I can say that I finally I found my soulmate, but I am dying because I can’t find someone better, and it is impossible to replace this love, I am not really to let him go. But I have to let you go.

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